Madness, Virus & 5G

Image above from the American TV detective series, Monk (https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0312172/).

When you find that delivery personnel, such as pizza delivery drivers, wear plastic gloves, masks covering their faces, and a fully buttoned up coat, then you start looking at the world in a completely different way. If nothing else, this Coronavirus (or CONVID-19 as it’s also being referred to) is turning the population into a world of Adrian Monks from the OCD TV detective series Monk. I feel the world is beginning to become affected with the Adrian Monk virus, never mind anything else. The attire alone reminds me of that white plastic suit Adrian Monk wore in an episode of the detective series Monk, when he was standing in a white room. Everything was white, only in this case, the delivery driver’s outfit was black.

To be honest with you, I can’t help but look at the world around me, isolating themselves, wearing masks, gloves and such, as a world trying to imitate the autistic community. I mean, all of it has elements of each one of us, one way or another. When I think about it, who among us know exactly what it’s like to feel trapped, isolated, lonely, alone, misunderstood, even social distancing (NOT by choice in my case), more often that not in this life? Those on the autistic spectrum.

We’ve lived with these traits for our whole lives, it comes naturally, but I have to say, to find the rest of the world copying our own traits is quite a strange feeling. I don’t know whether to feel honoured, or start to question what their true motives are. You see, what is the words, ‘social distancing’? I hate those words, I REALLY do, and do you know why? It’s because that is exactly what we shouldn’t feel we need to do. Why? It’s because I’ve lived with social anxiety all my life, and I know personally, what it feels like to be distanced from the world around me. It leads to alienation, loneliness, and the feeling of ever encroaching and perpetuating darkness of never ending depression. I should know, it’s been affecting me since the day I first entered into nursery.

I can tell you something, and something very important, as an individual on the autistic spectrum. I know what it’s like to be socially distant from the outside world, and believe me, it is NOT by choice. I do not wish to have this anxiety every time I see an unknown stranger outside the house, just to take a wheelie bin down the end of the street. To put my coat on and my hood up, to cut out the world around me. It’s all I can do to cope, hoping there is no one around me as I’m making my way down. Making sure the coast is clear before I even attempt it, and getting the collywobbles if there are people around and there is too much commotion. Do you think I wish to feel that way by choice? No, I do not. It doesn’t stop it happening, but I know that if I could have a choice, I would love to be rid of this anxiety once and for all, to be able to have the confidence to interact with people more freely. To be able to confront a girl, and not be terrified of rejection, or being called a ‘creep’ or something to that effect.

Being autistic, with severe anxiety, depression and social PTSD, is the equivalent of a living nightmare. You see everything as a volatile minefield, with unexploded bombs at every turn. Take a turn in the wrong direction and, BOOOOM, you’ve had it. That’s just a glimpse into what it feels like. Everything you see, everything you read, anything which ties into a certain trigger and you’ve had it. Meltdown time. That is the biggest problem of all, because when that’s self inflicting, you become self destructive. Unfortunately, the world we live in is an extremely chaotic environment, and now the companies are making it harder for us to purchase our grocery shopping, and everyone’s virtually starting to worship toilet rolls as their Gods. That’s when you know, level headed minds are starting to die, and madness is taking over. A life like that is no good to anyone on the autistic spectrum, never mind about the neurotypical world.

I feel, more people need to stop and think, what is really going on here. The supermarkets, companies, everything is beginning to shut down, and why? The mass hysteria? I wonder, are these companies and supermarkets involved in something much larger. Consider this, why is it that this country of the United Kingdom, can’t cope with the weather changes. I can never forget the words that were spoken on the news during a snow outbreak in the UK. The saying was, ‘It is the wrong type of snow’. Who makes up statements like that? Think about that for a moment. The ‘wrong type’ of snow. How many different kinds of snow are in existence then? Are we seeing a worldwide version of the ‘wrong type’ of snow? I’ve heard that this Coronavirus is not an unheard of strain of flu/cold, so how can this be any different to what was already known of it before? What is this the ‘wrong type’ of virus or something?

Personally, what I’m more concerned about, is the way the companies and people are reacting to these times, hysteria has been known to cause chaos, and helps none of us. I wish we were all able to look into where all this Coronavirus issue first began. I recall a town/village in China, a village completely converted into a 5G area. Where they didn’t even have to drive their own cars. Now, I’ve heard that town/village is now abandoned because everyone became ill, and the Coronavirus issue began, and I believe the question should be asked, why? Did the 5G trigger this virus? It emits a powerful level of Electromagnetic Radiation (EMF). I’ve even heard of many birds dying in the area they’ve been installed in, and the trees decaying when they are too close to it. As that’s the case, doesn’t that then prove how dangerous 5G is? It should be considered a crime, not only against humanity, but also against nature as a whole!